"I am feeling a change (difficult to
describe in writing) from the last few years. Shifting myself in more spiritual AURA. Started enjoying listening spiritual
discourses. Very fond of listenning satsangs by Hazur Maharaj Charan Singh ji (My grand Pa) and live satsangs of Baba ji (MY
Pa). I am trying to accept whole heartedly (word by word) the contents of a book (Parmaarthi Pattar) by Baba Sawan Singh
JI (my grand grand pa) I am really impressed from discourses of J. Krishnamurti. In short I am trying to be close
to GOD and i believe one day i will talk to HIM as in person. For that i got a VISA (naamdaan alias spiritual mantra) from
baba ji and trying to obey the promises made during the course. I know its really hard to do so but the only thing helped
me is HIS PRESENCE ,,,24 hours with me,,,,I talk to HIM,,,I walk with HIM,,,I cry on him,,,,i tell joke to HIM,,,HE is with
me,,,Actually He is with all of us,,,Its just a matter of our own attitude,,,WE eat and foget ,,,HE is helping us in digesting
the same,,,HE is helping us to grow,,HE is omnipresent,,,I wish a day will come when with HIS grace My "iota EGO" will be
killed and I will merge in HIM. As a human sometimes I am really helpless and negative powers dominate me,,,But i know HE
is always with me,,,,and ONE DAY ,,,,,,,,,,//.
"To be very honest I am not very intelligent but somehow he helped me to complete
my Post grad and i have full faith (not even a fration of doubt) that in coming year HE will help me to get a resonably good
job and a life partner with spirituality in her blood. Still whatever HE has decided for me I have to accepted the
same whole heartedly,,,,I have no choice,,,Do a slave have any choice?
The nice thing is that HE is very soft to me. HE always forgive me for my bad
deeds. I pray pray pray n pray to HIM to give me strength for being HIS BEST CHILD.
I have occupied a fraction of space on this planet (Earth). I believe that
i can atleast make this occupied space worth living. For that i am trying my best. ,,,,,,,,,
"I am answerable to HIM,,,for
my actions,,,for my thoughts,,and for my life"
Anyway ONE TRUE MASTER,,,HIS spiritual guidance,,,,HIS faith ,,,,and HIS
love,,,,what else a human can desire in this life? and
I GOT ALL......!